My Son and My Nephew

       I am so very close to my nephew. He's my world, and in my heart, I see him as my son. I'm not sure what it's like for other people who have nieces and nephews.. I only have the one, but he is seriously my sunshine. I've been there for him ever since he was born. My sister in law always got mad because people thought he was my child, since we look alike and he doesn't look anything like his mom and dad. We also act alike. 

        Anyway, I was kind of worried about how he would react to my little Adrian. Would be jealous? Would he be like a big brother? Of course I can't tell yet, because my son is still inside me.. But so far my nephew has been amazing. He always asks how Adrian is after kissing my belly. He talks to him sometimes. He came to my house and saw a pair of baby shoes on my bookcase and said, oh my gosh! Adrian's baby shoes are so small and cute! Then before leaving, he hugged me, kisses my belly.. And thanked me for making a baby. 

        Some days are hard for me to see a bright spot in the future.. But when I'm with my nephew, he brings that brightness back into view.