Happy Mother's Day!

     To every mother out, whether you already have a child, you're expecting one, or you lost them, happy Mother's Day! A lot of people don't consider you to be a 'mom' until your baby is here. Every mom knows out there that you're a mom as soon as you have the feelings of one.. Which definitely starts out in pregnancy. To every mom that has lost a child, my heart is with you. I know today , you wish you had your child with you, but someday you'll meet them. I know everyone has probably told you that.. But I firmly believe it. It doesn't make it easier but it should bring a bit of brightness into your life, knowing someday you'll meet them. To everyone out there with a child, keep your head up! I know parenting gets hard.. And you feel like you're just effing up nonstop.. But as long as you love your child, you're doing a great job.

      To every pregnant mother, first time or not, you get to spend today in one of the best parts of motherhood. Your baby is an actual part of you, and that to me is an awesome gift. I know I'm going to spend a lot of my day talking to my baby, and just resting my hands on my stomach to feel him!

    To my mother, you may have screwed me over and because of that many bad things have happened.. But that doesn't change how much I love you. Through the hell that has been our life, you've loved all your children with all your heart. Because of you, I've learned to love with my whole heart and be compassionate. Those are the two things that when I meet people, they seem to instantly know. It's brought a lot of good and bad people into my life, but it's worth it. I love you, mom! I'm so happy to have you as a mother!

     To any child celebrating Mother's Day without your mother, my best advice would be to not dwell on that. Today is the day to celebrate how amazing your mom is/was. Remember the good things. Remember the positivity brought into your life because of her.. And let me tell you.. As a soon to be mom.. If I died, I'd want to spend the rest of eternity watching over you. I'm sure your moms feel the same way.

       To the man I wish still wanted to be with me, the you that I loved, would be showering me with Iove today. Even your anger won't make me forget what it was like to be with you. Every day is hard, but today is harder because I know you would have made my day perfect. I hope you're thinking about me.