Feeling Nastalgia

     I'm halfway through my pregnancy and I'm already missing it. I just keep thinking, I know this pregnancy has been physically and emotionally draining, but I am going to miss my child moving around inside of me. I can feel him moving around right now, and it makes my heart lighter. I know, it'll be even better when he's here.. But I'm still going to miss this feeling. 

     On a darker note, I really wish that my full time job paid me a wage I can actually live on so I can get my own place. There's tons of options for a single mom, I'm just not sure what they are yet. I'm not comfortable living with my mother, stepfather. And little sister: they drive me insane and can sometimes feel overbearing. I know they love me, but right now I feel smothered. I need some advice. What do I do next?