Joining Single Mom Club

I know it's been a while since I've posted anything, but I've been going through such an emotional swirl of events, that I haven't even thought of posting. I don't want to bore you with too much detail... Apparently I'll be a single mother. I know, it can be done. It just crushed my dream of a family. Being pregnant did not help me cope either. The emotions were awful and I was sobbing for almost a week straight with barely any pause. Thank you, hormones.

     So, in 11 days I'm going back for an anatomy scan because with the first one, my baby didn't want to turn around! I've also felt a lot of movement lately. I love it and can't wait for the full force! My morning sickness is fading away. I've only thrown up twice in the past two weeks. Go me! I think I'm gaining a bit of weight too. I'm still selfconscience about it.. But while wearing maternity clothes, I think I look awesome :)