Since becoming pregnant, it's becoming more frequent that I want to be alone. I kind of wish I had my own place so I could do that. Sometimes I wish I wasn't working so I wouldn't have to be surrounded by so many people. I'm not sure if it's the hormones or because my depression is bad and I'm just trying to shove everyone away.
Sadly, I care too much about everyone's feelings and I don't push them away, as much as my mind wants to. I'm also becoming very upset when people touch me. Usually, I am a very touchy-feely person, but lately it bothers me to have people touching me in any way. As I said before, it may be the pregnancy, or I may just not want anyone but Him to touch me in any personal way, so once again.. Depression or pregnancy?
Some days I feel like our relationship was just a happy dream... Then I look at my belly.
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