Only 8 more weeks!

      There's only 8 more weeks until my due date! Today, I was excited all day long. My pregnant friend who is 3 weeks behind me, was telling me how nervous she is because she doesn't have and motherly tendency. I was born with the capacity to love very one like crazy.. And to care. A lot. So I'm not worried about being a mom. My worries are more centered around, I don't know how to be a dad and a mom. No one around me has been through this, so there's no help there either.. I keep praying that Rob will be a part of our life. Every day I'm hopeful, yet I don't ever let myself actually feel the hope, because he's already hurt me more than I can handle..