Everything else is bringing me pain. I dreamt last night that I was about to commit suicide, and I was okay with it. I was ready. I don't want to be that weak person and leave my baby. I think work gave me another anxiety attack as well. My heart wouldn't stop racing for an hour. I even called the doctor and went to get it checked out.
I just don't know what to do anymore. It's so hard to feel any kind of normal emotion because pregnancy throws them all out of whack. I pray ever day that some day I'll be happy. Some day soon.
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