Car Accident

     This is going to be a short post, because I would rather not relive the accident anymore than I already have in my head. A lady pulled out in front of me so fast I didn't have time to hit my breaks. I hit her, she spun 4 lanes over, and I then slammed Into a pole. They tried to get me out of the car but I refused until they brought someone who could check on my baby. They kept asking me if he was moving and I was thinking, 'he's probably in shock, why would he be moving?' The ambulance got there, they found his heart beat which was nice and strong, but I still wasn't reassured. I was taken to the ER where they thought my passenger was the pregnant one, which made her super mad, and she got In before me because of that. After my mom yelling at everyone there, they finally released me up to labor and delivery. They monitored him and gave me an ultrasound. He's okay, but I've been worrying like hell the last few days. What If he ends up not being okay? I didn't call his father. I wanted to so bad.. I just couldn't stand the pain it would cause me if he didn't care about me or our baby. I did have my sister In law call his mom though because I needed her support.

      A lot of people came to the hospital. It was nice, but I was so stressed and worried that I wanted to fall apart, alone. I ended up with some bad bruises where my seatbelt dug I to me, on my collarbone and the bottom of my stomach, and my passenger had some bruised ribs. For being in a car that is smashed to bits and absolutely totaled? We're all lucky to be alive.