Baby Weight

    Yes, I know weight gain is a part of being pregnant. For some people, it's a perfect excuse to put on a few pounds. For others who are more sensitive about their weight, well it's a perfect excuse to cry, which is exactly what being pregnant does to me. Makes me cry randomly for no reason... Or for some silly reason. I'm not a crying type of person. 

    Sorry, my pregnant mind has me jumping around. What was I talking about? *scrolls back up*

     Right! Weight gain! I spent the past two, almost three years, working off my weight. I had always been heavier set, not because I wasn't active but beside when I was younger I took steroids twice. They ballooned me out and that weight was impossible for me to get rid of. Then I really changed my lifestyle and started eating wheat instead of white, water instead of nasty soda.. And I lost 45 lbs. that doesn't seem like a lot, but I also gained a lot of muscle. Not overly bulky, but nicely toned. I'm very proud of where I'm at... Which leads to now. My body is all bloated. Mostly my stomach. I can promise you that I am not stepping on a scale any time soon. I'm eating about 6 small meals a day. It's not a lot of food but eating more often makes me feel fat! I know, I know. I am lame. It does happen.

     I told, well let's call my love: R. I told R that I'm really upset about the weight gaining part. He said being pregnant is the most beautiful way to gain weight. This has helped a lot. At least, when I look like a house, he'll still love me. The only person I want to look good for is him, anyway.